Monday, June 21, 2010

Obsession And The Change That came With It


I like to brag about her, not because she is my girlfriend, but because she means everything to me. Remembering this day, made me think of the months when we first met and how infatuated we were with each other; nothing was wrong and everything was perfect. We saw passed the problems and were, what we believed, in love; maybe we were but more than anything we were just obsessed with each other. I can honestly say I am in love with her now; now there are times when we hate each other. There are times that she can't stand my face and I can't stand her face. I remember the change, it was a time when the butterflies flew away and nothing was perfect anymore. Confused, frustrated, and stressed, we didn't know what had happened. It was the infatuation that wore off and now we were at time where we had to really know each other and bare with each other; so we did. We went through a huge change that many couples usually don't make it through. Even though we aren't obsessed like we used to be I have fallen deeply in love with her. The comfort of her love has been the biggest pillow I have ever felt against me. It just amazes me how much she cares about me, and the way she wants the best for me. The obsession in the beginning of our relationship was beautiful, but it was blinding; now its a lot better because I know the love I experience towards her is real.

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